Sunday, October 24, 2010

I'm sorry, Since when has American Christianity been found in the Bible?

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                The following message depicts the sad and scathing truth from the perspective of an 18 year old whose eyes have been forcefully opened to the pitiful irony of being an “American Christian”. If you are afraid of stepping out of your turtle shell of comfort, or dislike the times of change, I strongly encourage you to go cling, like Linus van Pelt, to your blanket of familiarity.
                I have come to a sorrowful conclusion today, a very sorrowful conclusion indeed. Now don’t get me wrong, it just didn’t dawn on me today; I always knew deep down somewhere that it was true, but then again I also always wished that maybe it was some giant myth to the same notoriety as Zeus. However, and it pains me deeply to say this, it seems that the pseudo-Christian transition is in full swing. Let me pause for a moment to explain what I mean by pseudo-Christianity before I continue onto how my bubble of naivety was popped by the cruel world.
                This term can be explained by exactly what it says; False-Christian. A pseudo-Christian is one who claims to be a follower of Christ, but could not be further from Him; someone who proclaims to know Jesus with their mouths but their actions speak far from it; and someone who believes that they believe they are Christian , but in fact are chasing after their own American forged idols in the dark. You see somewhere, somehow, someway it seems to me that American Christianity has put down their crosses, laid down their Bibles, cast away their Savior, and instead have used the umbrella term to hide themselves from the searing sun.
 A prime, fitting example, seeing as I’m writing under the Waco stars, would be David Koresh. For those of you who don’t know, in a very streamlined summary David Koresh was the leader of the Branch Davidian’s, a religious cult who under the name of Jesus Christ, committed the murders of others and themselves via burning in an inferno of flames. Basically David Koresh claimed to follow Christianity, and yet simultaneously claimed to be the final prophet, and the one who would father the Chosen One. However, a simple look into the majority of the books in the New Testament quickly testifies to his falsehood. Mr. Koresh masqueraded as a Christian, but yet his actions can be considered anti-Christ (not as in the Anti-Christ, but merely as someone who does things against the teachings of Christianity).
In a way, and I know this will stir up some disagreements, most modern day Christians are the David Koresh’s of our generation. Sure we may not form cults elevating ourselves to Christ, but do our actions, and I mean true actions, place us any closer to God than Koresh’s did?  
And my friends, this leads me back to my point.
As Christians, we have been given the titles of “hypocritical” and “judgmental” and truth being told we wear these crowns magnificently. You see instead of loving one another, we fiercely examine our brothers and sisters like they are ants under a magnifying glass. Our scorching eyes pierce all of their actions making them feel naked, exposed, and undignified. We are quick to scrutinize and critique every single flaw, every single mistake they make and yet all the while ignore the massive log of imperfections that blind our own eyes. We honor and “ follow” Jesus as long has what he says follows us. At the slightest notion of an inconvenience or an awkward situation we take off running faster than the roadrunner.
My experiences today confirmed these heart wrenching claims
It was almost exactly 12 hours ago that I pulled into the parking lot outside my Residence Hall; nearly 12 hours ago when I spotted a man that quickly caught my attention; and about 12 hours ago when my heart broke.
As I got out of my car I was confronted with a peculiar situation. Across the street from me there was this elderly gentleman dressed in a suit and tie combo. However what caught my attention was the way in which he was walking and acting. He walked with a cross between a gait, a limp, and baby steps. Inch by inch he inched forward, as if keeping rhythm with some unknown snare drum.  Even more unusual than his walking technique though was the way in which he nearly collapsed onto every object that he walked past. I promise, from my very own eyes, that it looked as if he could be blind, or at the least reminded me of a man nearly collapsing out of fatigue. Before I could traverse the busy intersection, nearly 20 people, ranging from runners to fellow recent church attendee’s, passed him  by without even so much as a glimpse back. To them he must have of been as invisible as Casper, because no one took enough time to stop and ask if he was ok. To my dismay the situation only became more depressing as I got within ear shot of the man, seeing as his wails resounded like a wounded animal. By the time I reached where he was attempting to walk, I could see tears gushing out from under his black sunglasses; the drool dabbling down his chin; and the extreme anguish that he was currently in. To keep a long story from being even longer, the man, named Ron, told me through choking sobs, that I was the only person in his 30 block walk to stop and ask what the matter was with him. 30 BLOCKS! For 30 blocks this man, who was well into his late 60’s limped along with a high ankle sprain (as I later found out), and out of his hour and a half walk I was the only one who stopped to offer assistance. There were over 20 people who passed him by in the time it took me to walk across an intersection. Think of how many must of stepped around, or should I say on him as he made his long and lonely 31 block walk. Ron only wanted to go return a book he borrowed from a member of his church and promised to give back. For crying out loud he just wanted to be a man of his word! Baylor is a Christian campus (and I know this does not insinuate that everyone on campus is a devout follower of Christ, but you would think that somewhere in our deep traditions of Christianity, we would have bred at least ONE Good Samaritan).
But alas my intervention with Ron, taught me that just because you claim to be a follower of Christ, does not make you a Godly individual. Jesus himself warns against those that claim Christianity with their tongues but deny him with their actions when he tells the story of the Good Samaritan, in which only the one viewed as lowly as a dog, stopped and tended a man who had been mugged.
In America it seems that the current Generation Me has been named for a reason. We spend our lives hanging out with friends who can serve us in some way; trying to aggrandize our wealth and horde the comforts that come with; and of course seeking the safety of personal security, whether it be professional, socioeconomic or personal. We spend our days working a 9-5, coming home, kicking off our shoes, and go into a vegetative state of TV watching, sleeping, and eating till it’s time to rinse, lather, repeat. This is how we spend our time; this is how we waste our lives. We spend more time sitting than we do standing, and more time lying down than we do running.
Bottom line is that we love our comfort and abhor anything that attempts to snatch that away from us.
But is this how we, who claim to be Christians, live?  Are we suppose to retreat from opportunities to reach out and help, love, and build relationships with each other? Have we become Hermit Crabs? No. Are we encouraged in any way throughout the Bible to ignore a man wailing and limping in the streets? No! And yet we do. How dare someone ask us to crawl out from under our comfort blankets? How dare someone else’s situations put our own plans on hold? How dare someone else require our assistance when we have our Football game to watch? This is what our faith has come to, this is American Christianity.
I did not forfeit my time to criticize or critique anyone. It was not my intentions to call anybody out. My intentions were simple, and yet I seriously doubt anyone will adhere. I simply wished to poke the bears with a stick, get you riled up, in the chances that maybe just maybe one of you will rise up, and become the selfless, caring, compassionate Christian that is found in many of your gold leafed paper weights.

So what say you; will you cast off the chains of American Christianity and take on a new mold, a mold modeled after the One who sacrificed not only his comfort zones but His life?
What say you?

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Armed with a pen, a whim, and a desire to win

As I sat entranced by the screen and enveloped by the embrace of a red bean bag, I was reminded of one of my favorite quotes and reminded again why it was so prolific. Many of you know this quote, and almost as many can instantly tell me the movie that it was in, the actor that spoke it, and the exact time in the 155 minutes in which the scene took place. I myself have heard this quote a thousand times, and have loved it even more.
I do not wish to spend hours painting you a canvas of colors, setting the stage for why this quote was given. I do not desire to even attempt to, for I know that mere words cannot capture the essence of the scene. But I do long to help you experience the same fluttering of heart, the same swelling of pride, and the same overwhelming joy that I sensed as the thousands of pixels swirled and blended together revealing the image of Russell Crowe standing triumphantly inside the Coliseum.
                “My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius, commander of the Armies of the North, General of the Felix Legions, loyal servant to the true emperor, Marcus Aurelius. Father to a murdered son, husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my vengeance, in this life or the next.”
Upon hearing these sentences fall defiantly off Russell Crowe’s lips my mind instantly went silent (and for anyone who knows me this is a task that even Hercules couldn’t conquer).  What was so powerful about this quote? What elements in it caused it to reverberate off the tongues of boys everywhere? What caused my mind to come crashing into a halt?
The answer is simple: this quote from the movie The Gladiator struck the very chord of human nature: Everybody is fighting for something.
You see the Gladiator is far more than fancy cinematography and action shots; far more than a series of battles and blood baths; and far more than the classic “hero saves the day” movie. No. In the midst of the battles lies the heart of the movie that no man could ever stop: reasons to fight. Inside the scenes of life and death beats the very heart that embodies the very quintessence of our being. Russell Crowe’s character is in a perpetual state of combat. Fighting for vengeance against the murderer of his beloved wife and son, and for this we love him; for we too find ourselves strapped into the same, worn out sandals as Maximus Meridius.
Sure, we may not find ourselves face to face outnumbered by Roman soldiers, but we do find ourselves fighting against an array of things ranging from declaring war on make-believe enemies to spearheading our first love. Truth is that even though we often don’t win, we love to fight. Our hearts crave combat. If you don’t believe me, or disagree, I challenge you to look into the last year of your life and name the most significant thing that occurred. Could it be the promotion you valiantly strived so hard to win? Is it the victory of a long, fought battle for your significant other’s heart manifested through your wedding vows? Or on a dreary note, was it the death of a lifelong friend who lost their fight against cancer? If you still don’t believe me, then look into the eyes of the untainted little boy, and watch as they speak volumes. Growing up my favorite past time was always discovering new adventures with my friends. Nothing could beat the thrill of diving headfirst into a land of imagination, and emerging at the end of the day as victoriously as men coming home from war. In a land devoid of adult constraints, our imaginations and our human nature can be unveiled, unfettered, and above all else understood. And in these lands of simple adolescence, we find our longing desires to fight. From our fist fights as children, to our wounds occurred through love as teenagers, to our struggle to keep our heads above the economic plight of 2010 as adults, we find ourselves eating, breathing, and sleeping combat.
However, the discovery that we all are in a constant state of battle was not as revealing to me as to why we love the thrill of warfare, and why we find ourselves so entranced by movies that portray this sense of conflict.
Simply put it’s what we are made for.
Whether you believe in the existence of a God (as I do), or you chose to believe in the science ordained way of Macroevolution and descent via modification, we were made to fight; we were made to be in the trenches as opposed to the folds of our couches.
  As theist, particularly Christians, we believe that when we’re born we are thrust into a spiritual battlefield where “the enemy prowls around like a roaring lion” waiting for the chance to devour us. Furthermore, we are called to arms to fight for the advancement of God’s Kingdom, and thus conquer our fears, failures, and closet skeletons that attempt to impede our freedom.
As proponents of macroevolutions you believe that the only reason we are here is because we have successfully out matched, out maneuvered, and out survived all other organisms, and now rule as kings of the urban jungles.
Whichever path you claim to follow, you cannot deny that there is something inherently alluring about the prospect of battle. That’s why our stories are fueled by conflicts and resolutions and our movies by heroic acts of defeating all odds. There is something intriguing about the way that the sun glints off swords and shields, something that sets our eyes ablaze. There is something grained deep inside of us that calls us, that demands us, to fight.
Which brings me to my last question: are you going to sit on the sidelines in the safety of your couch and only watch fictional displays of heroism, or will you gather your courage, discover your heart, and answer the call to join the front lines?
After all “what we do in this life echoes in all of eternity.”

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Razed Hopes

You spend all of these hours hoping you made a change,
but then their actions expel your hopes,
and it begins to rain.

The light you provided slowly starts to fade.
Everything you created was never even made.

All that time invested quickly slips away,
through your fingers she falls
you thought she'd never sway.

But the winds of the world blew her far far away,
and now she is even worse than that very first day.

The very first day when time seemed to stand still
that encounter you had couldn't have been real.

Too magical, too spiritual, too great of a conversation,
she claimed to gladly forgo all of her former hesitation.

Recklessly she said she would plunge into God's love,
Signs were all right there must have been hands from above,

but in a flash, in an instant, it all disappeared,
leaving you hopeless, disappointed, and streaming down tears.

She had SO much potential. I wish that she could see,
but the things of the world mar her Divine beauty.

Christ is calling, crying, screaming out her name,
but she's been spiritually crippled,
and now she lays lame.